Something amazing happened to me on Wednesday.
I was making du`a’ (supplication) for a very long time for something in particular. Then, out of the blue, along came this opportunity that was seemingly the answer to my prayer. It was garbed in a cloak of religiosity, presenting the pretence of happiness and Closeness to Allah `azza wa jal in this life and the next. So much so that I delayed praying istikhara (the prayer for guidance) about it, arrogant in my ways that I knew this was best for me.
The moment I sought Allah’s Aid however, this guise of purity dissolved before my very eyes, revealing a festering situation of sin and oppression. Not soon after this opportunity had been turned away from me, I immediately felt thankful to Allah (swt) for what He had just saved me from.
That’s the amazing thing about du`a’. When you first make it, you wonder to yourself how long it will be before the answer arrives. Even for this, Our Master has a purpose.
There once was a man who devoted himself to worship for some time, and then he came to have a need of something from Allah, so he fasted 70 Saturdays, eating only 11 dates each Saturday. Then he asked Allah for what he needed, but the response didn’t come immediately. Then he turned to himself and said, full of remorse;
“This is from me. If there was any good in me, I would have been given what I need.”
At that, an angel descended upon him and said: “Son of Adam, this one moment of yours is better than all the worship you did before. And Allah has fulfilled your need.” ((The Compendium of Knowledge of Wisdom – Ibn Rajab al Hanbali))
It takes a strong heart to believe when the answer doesn’t seem obvious at first. Take for instance the story of Musa `alayhi salaam (peace be upon him), who brought his people to the brink of the red sea. The army of Fir’awn (Pharaoh) was advancing behind them, and Bani Isra’eel were getting restless as they were beginning to lose hope.
[When the two hosts came into sight of one another, Musa’s companions said: “We will surely be overtaken!!” Musa said: “By no means! My Lord is with me! Soon will He guide me!] ((Al Qur’an: 26:61-62))
Immediately thereafter, Allah subhanahu wa ta`ala (exalted is He) revealed to Musa to strike the sea with his staff—and like into two mountains it parted, glorious and magnificent for the eye to behold, let alone for the ear to listen to today.
And all too often, life can be like that. You’re forced into a corner—reached a dead end—at the very end of your rope. Help seems far away and your forehead begins to sweat. Yet there remains within you a voice, a light undiminished by trial or tribulation, and it calls upon you to have patience and believe with the very reaches of your soul: [Without a doubt! The Victory of Allah is close!] ((Al Qur’an: 2:214))
Then before your very eyes, the sea parts. The wound heals. The sun appears from behind the clouds. And the way this takes place is so utterly bewildering, astonishing, awe-inspiring, you would not have fathomed it even in the most outer limit of your imagination.
Such is Allah (swt). The One who allows affliction to touch His worshiping slaves so that He can hear the sweet melody of their voices as they invoke His Assistance and His Victory. Al Ahad, As-Samad (the One, the Eternal)—the One who misses His beloved slaves because they believe in la ilaha ilallah (there is nothing worthy of worship except God) despite never having set their gaze upon His Beautiful Face.
Seeking direction in life remains, as a young person, among the challenges. Youth in generations preceding us, for instance the Companions of the Cave, mentioned in Surah Kahf, went through something similar. They said:
[Our Lord! Grant us Mercy from Your own Providence and furnish us, in our present circumstances, with Right Guidance] ((Al Qur’an: 18:10))
Worldly and spiritual guidance are intricately interwoven; because we ask that our actions and the goals we pursue are pleasing to the One who gifted us with different talents and abilities. Each of us has been crafted differently, and to each of us is an amaanah (trust) that we are responsible to Allah ta`ala (Most High) to fulfill.
Not an atom of a matter exists within our lives except we are dependent upon Allah to guide us in it. Hence a frequent supplication of the Messenger ﷺ (peace be upon him) is:
[O the Ever Living (al Hayy), the Self-Subsisting (al-Qayyum)! By Your Mercy rectify my every affair, and don’t leave me to myself even for the blink of an eye]
From this it is clear from the prophetic tradition that reliance on Allah (swt) and seeking His Divine Assistance extends even to so-called ‘trivial matters’.
So my sister and my brother, those who choose to seek the Countenance of our Loving Master above all else, let us invoke His Mercy and without a doubt He will shower His blessings upon us infinitely and Aid us where we struggle. And this is for no reason other than He is Merciful and loves to show Mercy.
When the dunya (this life) and all its vices rusts our hearts and when no one seems to understand us except for Allah (swt)—let us give our hearts wholly to the One who fashioned them from clay. He will nurse us anew, enrobing us in His light and His care.
No heart is incomplete if it has Allah (swt)—because He is a Master who never grows weary of giving His slave a second chance.
JazakAllah!
{O the Ever Living (al Hayy), the Self-Subsisting (al-Qayyum)! By Your Mercy rectify my every affair, and don’t leave me to myself even for the blink of an eye}
Can you please post the Arabic for this text?
Here’s the link to the Arabic dua:
http://muslimfortress.wordpress.com/tag/yaa-hayyu/
Jazakallah khayr for posting the Arabic text for the dua!
http://www.makedua.com/print_dua.php?duaid=89
Also you can look for more duas here
http://www.makedua.com/alpha_index.html
May it be correct InshaAllah.
يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّومُ بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيثُ أَصْلِحْ لِي شَأْنِي كُلَّهُ وَلَا تَكِلْنِي إِلَى نَفْسِي طَرْفَةَ عَيْنٍ”.
This is just what I needed. Thankyou =)
Jazaki Allahu Khayran so much for this article! Its exactly what I needed to read right now.
Jazakum Allahu Khairan! I needed this reassurance! By your article, our Rabb opened my eyes to His Eternal Treasures that are always within reach once I truly rely upon Him.
Mashaa Allah! What beautiful word usage, and what a beautiful message! Jazakillahu khair dear sister!
Alhamdulillah! Allahumma salli ala Muhammed wa ala aali Muhammed. Jazakum Allah Khairan!
what is this duaa in arabic?
[O the Ever Living (al Hayy), the Self-Subsisting (al-Qayyum)! By Your Mercy rectify my every affair, and don’t leave me to myself even for the blink of an eye]
JazakAllahu Khairan!!! SubhanAllah how Allaah Swt made me read this at the right time..wa lillahil Hamd!
This is such a beautiful piece of writing Masha’Allah. Every line kept me engrossed. And the lesson in it is so simple yet invaluable- always pray to Allah and never lose hope if prayers are not answered the way we want them to be.. Masha’Allah . May Allah reward you immensely for writing this..
This was a beautiful article, absolutely uplifting!
Jazakallah kayran for this wonderful post. May Allah(swt) help us and give us the best of aid. Ameen
Thank you for the reminder. May Allah help us and guide us.
Ya Allah, do not give up on me.
Thank you, may Allah bless you.
May Allah reward you for this beautiful article
Wow mashAllah Sakina. I just stumbled upon this from facebook and your name rang a bell! This is such a beautiful article, well done!
simply beautiful mashallah!
i’ve experienced something like this too. once Allah has answered you in such a way that you must recognise it is from Him, there’s no way you can disbelieve again. but the only way you can be answered like that, is if you had asked with complete humility and complete willingness to wait. no one with any arrogance left can make such a prayer. and then, even though previously you disliked that thing that made you desperate, after the answer you love it because from it Allah honoured you with a reply – which is really quite paradoxical. i won’t even pretend to understand it.
and sometimes this answer is immediate, which is even more intimidating and humbling and makes you feel rather guilty and more cognizant of your need for forgiveness, because even though that time you prayed you were completely humbled, human spirit is constantly changing, and you know you’re not *always* humble like that.
in today’s world, we are always so fixed on self-image, always wanting to appear dignified with people, even dying with dignity is so important to people. while dignity is a noble aspiration, excessive emphasis on it can make us forget that human beings are dependent and weak, and that yes, it may be in our old age or sickness we will lose that appearance of dignity we so cherish in our middle years. accepting it is better for the soul than trying everything, even suicide, just to preserve this mirage of dignity. accepting it instils the humility necessary to forge a connection of reliance to Allah, and recognition that what dignity we enjoy today is only by His permission which He may allow us to keep to the end or He may withdraw, to see if we rely on Him nonetheless.
Phenomenal job interweaving quotes and verses, mashallah an extremely powerful article. Please continue!
JazzakAllah Khair.This article helped me as do all the articles in this website.What would the Muslim Ummah do without this uplifting and beneficial site in times of fitnaah? I pray this Ramadan for everyone immersed in dawah. Please continue this!
My elder brother recommended this dua for me and Inshaallah Allah should perfect my memorising ability so as to frequently supplicate